Amy Winehouse / Photographed by Mark Okoh / 2004
Feeling quietly optimistic for the first time in a while, there is hope, it is nice.
Sidewalk love.. ✨💕💭
#bianca #watchoutgurrrrl #melbourne #graffiti #sidewalk #pavement #path #love
Ranting text post because I have late night feelings that are keeping me awake: We’ve sold our house and are looking for a new one. On the weekend we saw a house and Mum really likes it. She sees its potential and is seriously wanting to put an offer on it but there’s something about the house that is wrong to me. The energy, the layout, the two storeys, the living spaces, the backyard, the bedrooms.. I can’t figure out what bothers me but I absolutely 100% don’t want to live there. I hate being so irrational about this but if we won this house I would be really unhappy. Mum is head over heels and I’m being angsty and weird because I’m getting weird vibes. I’ve been trying to picture living there and it fills me with anxiety and dread. I want to tell Mum that I think it’s wrong but without any solid reasons she’ll dismiss me. I already voiced concerns but she said I was tired and not valuing her opinion. At the end of the day, it’s her money and she can make this decision without me. But I do not want to live in this house. I feel so strongly about this it hurts. I’ve legitimately been lying awake for two hours freaking out about living there. Why do I feel this way? I hate myself. Mum is so happy, why can’t I just give her this one thing? My grandparents have given it the seal of approval so their opinion is more important than mine. The location is great, it’s close to where I live now but something isn’t right… It has a nice view on one side of the house but I’m focussing on negative things. I’m tired and emotional and have to go to school tomorrow. I’ve wasted a couple of hours of sleep over this house, what the fuck is my problem? I need to get a grip and not be an emotional wreck when we revisit the house tomorrow evening, otherwise Mum will think I’m too tired to have a legitimate opinion on the house. Can’t we just wait a bit before buying and we might find an even better place? Fuck.
bowling alley carpeting
i need to get a real job so i can stop crying over expensive lingerie and start crying in expensive lingerie